Ladies, Luke and Lunch

On Sunday afternoon, around 40 women from my church, are going to be getting together and creating an audio recording of the book of Luke.

To say I am excited about this would be a bit of an understatement!!

This kind of came about because of me. No, it’s not that simple and so far from just me.

Last summer my church did a spotlight/focus group for anyone that was feeling disillusioned with church or God. Baring in mind my history – and my bewildering urge to step up and be vulnerable so others feel safe to share – I went along …

Long story short, I had coffee with a leader from church and I ended up telling a bit more of my story and trying to answer her (very familiar) question of ‘why are you still in church?!’

Once I explained I couldn’t read the Bible because it brought back too many memories from my childhood and the constant replay of my father’s voice in my head, she asked if I’d tried an audio version of the Bible …

After explaining that listening to the Bible read by a man was just a reinforcement of the “men are the final authority on God and life and you are just a feeble woman” message I grew up with, she challenged me to find a version read by a woman …

Numerous hours and frustrating clicks on my keyboard later, I found one woman read, second hand, audio version of the New Testament available for over $150, through US Amazon only.

I decided this had to be corrected and honestly? I was kind of surprised no one had noticed this gap before… I mean, how could it have slipped everyone’s notice that there wasn’t a female-voice audio Bible?!

Instead of heading down the route of crowdfunding, awareness campaigns and professional recording studios, I mentioned my plan to the amazing S who had first suggested I find this female audiobook. After one of the most spine-tingling ‘I’d been thinking the same thing’ moments ever, we had the plan I’d just dreamed of.

And so, two days from now, after notices and then an interview in one service and an interview still to come in the second service, over 40 of us women are going to come together and create what we believe is the first of its kind in the UK – a women-read audio recording of a book of the Bible.

I know I am absolutely not the only one out there who struggles with reading the Bible – for whatever the reason – and the number of any of us that would struggle to listen to it in a male voice can only begin to be recognised.

We still haven’t heard back and got the all-clear from the publishers of the TNIV, but I hope that this can be free to anyone that wants, or needs, to hear it, and can be given, free of any charge, to any organisations that seeks to heal and support anyone who has been hurt by men, of whatever gender, background or faith.

You’ve got to love a sense of humour…

Turning everything into a joke? Defiantly a coping technique! But you know what? Sometimes not the worst you could have…

I’ve got some big stuff coming up this weekend… I’ve got a post or two working through my head about it … so for now, here is a little look into my (childish) sense of humour… I’ve no idea why they mostly involve minions…

I Did Stuff!

I’m very pleased with myself today! Despite being the worst day of my period, horrible nightmares and constant anxiety, I put together two shelf units and got them into the tight space behind my desk!

Maybe not a big deal for some, but all I wanted to do was crawl back under my warm duvet and pretend the rest of the world didn’t exist … and especially that we didn’t have to go out tonight to an annoyingly cheesy course we (voluntarily!!) signed up for … But instead I did some packing and shifting and then built two shelving units, as well as shifting my desk, vacuuming, making stew and attending that flipping annoying course… sorry if you’re reading this post Sue …!!

After years of putting up with ‘my space’ being a puzzle board on my lap on the end of the sofa, and ‘storage boxes’ made out of cardboard packaging and packing tape, these storage units are a joy to look at! I have had my own desk space for the last 2 1/2 Years, but trying to keep things tidy or at least a little organised… the least said the better …

So I started with an OCD- satisfying collection of numbered fixings, made two sturdy units and have ended up with a craft space I never believed possible!

I am unashamedly looking forward to organising my craft stuff into these beauties tomorrow!